Tuesday, January 16, 2007!
she wrote; Tired out
After resting for a day at home, i looked forward to today. It started out with a really really bad headache. I didn't dare to take any Panadol cause i'll start feeling drowsy and even falling asleep in class.
Things were mostly in blurry vision except for during recess, where i finally be able to regain my energy by eating.
During CO, i mastered all the energy of what i have left to play. My shoulders are so sore that i took half an hour to shower. It hurts. For the first time.
Looking down at the long road we usually took, a thought came ot my mind.
'What happened if we, mankind, got only a day left to live? What would i do? Who would be the first person i wanted to see?'
It all came naturally. I wanted my friends, my family and most importantly, God.
Though the headache is still tormenting me at this hour, i flipped open my Chem Keypoints. When i was about to start concentrating instead of tracing my eyes around my room, a bug sort of flew on to my book. of course, i screamed. on top of my voice.
I had a sudden loss of interest in studying for that moment.
I looked out of my window. seeing stars gazing oh-so-brightly, i was consoled. the language that we shared. The language that only we understood. I am happy.
I promised, to put Christ before anything else. To love and have faith in the ones i love. Amen.
