Friday, May 29, 2009!
she wrote; Strings
No words can better describe the frustrations inside of me of having to miss AMT. Before my anger and irritation caught the better hold of me, i decided to seek God for some answers.
And indeed, God works in ways that surpasses all understandings.
Psalm 27: 1-3
1 The LORD
is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The LORD
is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked came against me
To eat up my flesh,
My enemies and foes,
They stumbled and fell
3 Though an army may encamp against me,
My heart shall not fear;
Though war may rise against me,
In this I will be confident. I gasped when God showed me this verse in the bible. And I realised- I changed. I never knew that i had that much boldness in me to keep fighting for the past 1 year and 11 months. Just like what Jieru shared with me earlier this year, the tenacity just keeps building on inside of me unknowingly with momentum. In this, i WILL be confident.
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Right now, I'm having my 'close-to-4-months holidays'. And no doubt I'm having withdrawal symptoms. For some reasons that I can't fathom, I really miss having classes. Even though I'm spending some nights of my holidays in school, most of the time stoning away, i still have this urge to get into a classroom, pick up a pen and write furiously.
But hey! I've found some awesome ways to spend my holidays though. Doing more of People work, serving more in CCH and helping out in the CG and team. I just can't wait to find out where God is bringing me this season! I am gonna prepare and grow myself!(:
Besides those, I also gonna make plans to revive the CG's blog. It's been far too long for the blog to remain 'motionless'. Keep your heads up everyone, this June is gonna get exciting!(:
'Life's most persistent and urgent question is, 'What are you doing for others?'
-Martin Luther King Jr.