Saturday, July 18, 2009!
she wrote; Put up a fight for His kingdom
Okay, first thing first.. Couple of updates!(:
1. I've got my long-awaited Blackberry Bold!
After getting the BB, my lappie totally felt non-existent to me. I haven't turned it on since i've gotten the BB until now.
I've realised that i'm more connected to the people now. Especially with the CG(: YAY!
And.. Guess what! Vanny dearest has gotten a BB too! At least with the pinning service, 2000 miles seems pretty near(:
2. I've been quarantined
I shan't elaborate on this. Period.
3. I'm still missing school
I'm actually counting down to the days to the start of new sem! AHHH! I can't wait! Academic Excellance! I'm gonna glorify God with my results! I'm gonna use my brain!(:
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The devil has been pretty annoying for the past 2 weeks. The are times i felt like giving up, times that i felt exhausted and adding both up, i felt unworthy. Somehow, with all the encouragements from the CG, leaders and the word of God, my spirit just got tougher to fight against the devil. Doesn't the devil understand that all these things that had happened will make me more eager to fight? Nothing's gonna kill that fire burning inside of me.
Keep your heads up, I am so gonna breakthrough in this area and I believe it. Cause I've got Christ in me!(:
Let's plunder hell and populate heaven!
Thursday, July 09, 2009!
she wrote; Maternal Instincts
My younger brother was ill for a couple of days now. Which means, waking up early to prepare his meals, bathing him and what not.
I wasn't much of an organized freak and I can even forgot to give him his medicine for a couple of times now. Thank God he could remember though.
I woke up this morning, disinfecting the entire house. It's no joke man. Totally. From the rooms, to the beds, toilets, kitchens, door handles, phones, remotes and switches. I nearly died from all the cleaning. Not to forget feeding him medicine on time, making sure he's hydrated enough and if he's getting enough rest.
At nights, it gets worse. I wake abruptly every now and then to check on him. Seeing him sleeping peacefully in the same position i've left him will then put my mind to rest.
Is this like to have a child? Having to worry about everything. If they're warm, clothed and healthy?
Being a parent is exhausting. How can one shut their eyes and sleep when the fear that something might happen to your child is looming over you?
